A lot of activity happened in the hometown this past weekend begining Aug 1st thru the 3rd.  There were several family reunions, a school reunion, and a street festival to name of few.  Since my little woman's illness I do not have a social life and don't get to go out to these types of events.  I am surprised at how lonely I have been feeling about missing all the activities that went on.  I don't think that I would have minded so much if I did not view all the Facebook posts that were being shared by those in attendance.  I have come to the realization that life is passing me by.  I have missed so much in life but I pray my reward will be given on Judgement day for I do not regret being blessed to have given birth to such a beautiful and special woman.  I am needed here and yet there is an emptiness that I can't seem to fill right now.